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2009-07-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

For now, will be blogging @Livejournal
:D!

2009-07-18T22:10:00.005+08:00

and somehow i can't smile properly today.
oh man, well, monday is coming.
andand what was i gonna say?
prelim2 is coming!! ;O

I think I saw love,

2009-07-17T00:13:00.005+08:00

"Ready go I love you
I love only you.
I hope you'll shine forever like those stars.
I'll bury these words in my heart"

Sweeet right?
By FT Island, yay!
And, tho its already a year plus since it was out.
But it kinda caught my attention when I'm randomly choosing songs.
Mmhmm, i like it.
Okay, 'm gonna go to bed.

2009-07-16T23:25:00.004+08:00

Changed my blogskin.
Kinda bored w white and black.

\Trust me, you're such an ass

Sooner or later

2009-07-16T11:05:00.004+08:00

hihihihihihihi.
Prelim1 is over already :D

Had my retail &food therapy alrd.

And well, think I'm blogging till here for now.
'm gonna change my blogskin soon.
So farewell for now, gee.

I Wish

2009-07-05T00:59:00.008+08:00

*Calling L.G.D.
*L.G.D.'s Handphone rings
*L.G.D.'s Handphone rings till flat
*L.G.D.'s Snoring lik a pig right now, kidding
*L.G.D. doesn't know I called more than thirty times
);
So I think, since he is sleeping, shall update my blog!
Been ages since I last updated my blog, Well, it's just a week.
If you're reading this, good for you.
Glad for me!! LOL.

And okay, seriously I am just joking bout th PPG thing k,
(Refers to the last post)
But wait, I did once like th PPG.
Who doesnt have their childhood fav cartoon character?

And yes, I've been out studying.
And I'm really really tired these few days.
Eyes kinda puffed up, I think.
Well, tuition, studying, is daily basis now.

Well, let th pictures do th talking.
And I'll be back soon, oh yes, w some words in between.

That's Day One of School, when there wasn't any lessons. Turkey ain't in any, and seriously, I take very little pic w her before. So next time, if we're out, we better take more! Okay, but well, I seriously did miss them okay. Or else, that Alien will not miss me! ): Aww (sad face) LOL, Im just joking. Sounds pretty must lesbian-like, Idk why either. Am so not a lesbian,
Cause I love L.G.D.

During Geog lesson, it got rly boring, hence, markers out, (Draws) And hence, I conclude, Joan loves me!! Oh ya, Kaining too! (Laughs)

God knows why, but I think Im nuts! I've been having this on Wed and Thurs for lunch, Fri for dinner. And I almost had it for dinner ystd. I swear it taste heavenly!! Okay, not exactly, but I think I have this liking for Sushi Rice. HAHAHAHA, I'm craving for Sushi now! And Bread Papa's Icecream Puff ):

Had the first studying session w Buddy for this term. Been ages ever since I went out w a guy/buddy. Cause its either, he's busy, or I'm busy. Cause we're busy people! Like how we have great minds(Jokes!) Yes, clothes andand coffee, haha. And after five pic, of not very nice picture, finally one that looks better than th rest, cause buddy was looking at other pretty girls, (laughs) not funny! Just joking.

Say hi to both of them, wave your hand real hard okay! LOL. Okay, they're pretty cute, but still, they aren't for me, its Norvin's early birthday present. Hope he likes them, and they'll give birth to a dozen of their kind. (laughs)

Been out studying w Apple recently. And well, Mw decided to join us. And also, Norvin gotta collect his present. Well, I remembered sth, Norvin th (Ahems), okay very mean, but that was lik two years ago. With Apple wanting to get him some Dustbin-related present, (Laughs) As usual, Apple refuses to take photo w me, so well, there's nothing except her act shy face tho. And I think my new fav @Starbucks is White Choc Mocha, yummy!! Been lik there almost three times in two weeks, there air-con there is real cold okay, no kid. But I lik th atmosphere, surprisingly.

And oh yesyesyes, my FIRST Chewy Junior from Alien. Okay, sound very y'know country bumpkin like, but I dislike cream to th max, if you do notice. Hence, Chewy Junior is known to have cream inside their puffs, hence, I didn't really wanted to try. But well,

This Alien shouted at me to take it, as she decided to treat me!! (Ignores my kid-like face) And seriously I think it taste damn good. Yay! So I got my second Chewy Junior the next day, treating her back. Plus, I eat until very "glam" like, till Anna and th rest cant stop laughing. I think I was lik vvv chi dun, like slow, y'know :/ They told me, Stopstopstop, (They said sth, didn't heard clearly) I actually freezed, thinking I step on sth, or what, and thn they were like, Creamcreamcream! And I obviously i ate th Cream, before it drops. Plus, it didnt happened once, happened twice. And then, I got so fed up, I stuffed everything inside my mouth. Nobody is looking, (Ya, right) w all th girls laughing, till I can't chew!! ): But well, it was pretty funny k. Been long since I hang out w Anna and Joan.

And okay, I LOVE MY BLOG SONG.
I JUST CHANGED IT, YAY!
AND RMB TO LISTEN TO IT K?
NOW ITS, 1:32AM, I think I'm really tired that y'know,
I actually read th time as 1:52.
So that's all for now, bye!(L)

shall sleep lik till L.G.D. calls me or sth
and there wasn't any photos of -
cause there wasn't any new ones );
*hints!!
and dont ever hit th wall again k, silly!
andand, what bout wed!? ;O
I love you still, xoxo

Childhood Memories

2009-06-28T04:11:00.004+08:00

YEAYEA, I STILL THINK PPGs ARE CUTE.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Warning, Becareful not to drop your teeth :D
Fruitful day of Studying today :D
Didn't rly slack much, unless you count my distractions.
And seriously, I think I work better w my earpiece.

Like how people say, friends are lik hi-bye.
But I still believe there's true friends.
Naive? Maybe.

And I know tha Alien will stay strong still rights?
If you are reading, okay, sorry for not replying again ):
Sotong am guilty! ):
Will definitely text you tml.
Oh ya, last but not least, you better miss me like how tha Turkey do!
I kinda miss having Recess w Alien, Brevian &Turkey, Honoured or not?

And it's already Four, Eighteen.
Shall do a bit of Math and wait for L.G.D. call in the meantime.
Hopefully, I won't have any Panda Eyes :D

Tuesday, do come faster )';

Holidays are ending,

2009-06-26T21:53:00.005+08:00

HI BYE, OFF TO DO MY WORK.
And yay! Finally went shopping + facial.
But tsk, I only got a skirt from Mango.
And that's all );
Neverminds, shall go shopping after prelims :D
OFF, AND SCHOOL IS STARTING IN TWO DAYS.

I miss you

2009-06-25T12:42:00.004+08:00

IM VERYVERYVERY TEMPTED TO GET WG WONDERDAY LOMOCAM );
First, its Polaroid Cam.
Now, this caught my eyes.
And guess what? It's only available on Starthots.
That's real great! (Note sarcasm)
:/ OMG.

Okay, I think I realy should not blog.
And start getting my brain working,
Instead of feeling (-) for these three weeks, I guess :D

1. OUT W L.G.D.
2. I GET TO SHOP
3. OUT W FRIENDS
4. TO KBOX
5. TO THE MOVIES
6. SLACK
7. SLEEP AND EAT LIKE A PIG
8. BE HAPPY
9. DO STUFFS THAT ARE DONE WHEN IM V FREE
&MAYBE, BOYS OVER FLOWERS :O
Been telling myself not to watch it.
Cause I know I will be addicted to it.
So well well, I manage it quite well {prouds!}

Okay, study hard, no more slacking!
{Pats on th back!}

Take me anywhere you want to baby now

2009-06-24T15:03:00.005+08:00

Temperate.
Life's been getting more and more pig-style-like.
Uh oh, it reminds me of J-Style from Junki :D
One more week to my Prelims,
And I don't have much motivation to study.
Damn.

겁쟁이라고 나를 욕하지는 마
내가 어떤 사랑한지 넌 모르지
점 점 내게 가까이와도
모든게 자신 없는 나
그래요 난 널 사랑해
언제나 믿어 꿈도 열정도 다 주고 싶어
난 그대 소원을 이뤄주고 싶은 행운의 여신
소원을 말해봐?

Well, I needa study ):
Howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!
Maybe I really should turn nocturnal ;O

And OHYA, I got kinda addicted to Dreamlover.
Th original version by Mariah Carey.
But I prefer th remix(?) version by DJ Makidai :D

Ever So Happy

2009-06-22T04:33:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA, YOUR EYES AIN'T PLAYING TRICKS ON YOU.
YESYES, IT'S FOUR THIRTY THREE IN TH MORNING :D
AND, I'VE BEEN STUDYING FOR ALMOST FOUR HOURS :D
{PROUDS, PROUDS!} CAUSE I DIDN'T SLACK OR SKIVE.
WAS DOING MY AMATHS FORMULA SHEET :D
AND WASNT A WEENY BIT TIRED, THO IT'S MOSTLY COPYING.
BUT WELL, THERE'S STUFF THAT GOT INTO MY HEAD OKAY!
And Bestf was Evil, she rather watch her BOF,
Than talking to her Bestf, how could she?! :/
Fancy seeing her online at two thirty nine for th first time.
I emphasize, FIRST TIME.

And I think I better go to bed.
Or else, L.G.D. will go tsk, I guess ;O
And wait!!
I went to your blog alrd okay, and yes, I said tml, and it's tml now :D

OMG, My eyes are kinda tired now.
AND IT'S ALRD FOUR THIRTY NINE IN TH MRNG ):
VERY EARLY, I KNOW :D
SO BYEEE! MISS ME OKAY :D

Srly, I miss people from school ):
But I still miss L.G.D. too, heh.

2009-06-20T19:41:00.001+08:00

H-A-P-P-Y! ;O

2009-06-18T23:59:00.003+08:00

Vanishing for a day, like it or not.
Consoling myself w Kim Jong Kook's Lovable.
Tell me if I'm nuts.
Don't try calling or texting, trust me, it's not gonna work.
I just want a hug from you, a real one, badly. Why each and every time I said its okay, never mind, when actually I wanted sth else badly instead? Cause I think I just am trying to be th nicest girlfriend, cause I don't wish to lose you.

2009-06-18T22:53:00.003+08:00

Ain't happy.
Feeling as if there's sth stuck in my throat.
Couldn't breathe.
W tha blasting headphones.

And where are you, when I really do need you?
Ain't th first time.
Forget it.

My Class, 4E '09

2009-06-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

Phew!

2009-06-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

Tired :O
But had fun, yay!
As compared to previous experiences, this time was:
V.V.V. Fun, plus yea, eat darn much :O
And I bet if L.G.D. is reading this, he'll be like pigpigpig ):

Srly I had fun, Idk if you guys felt tha same way.
Or you guys felt its a total failure.

I'm sorry if I kinda shout/scream/rant/whatever at you.
But yea, I just hope you guys did enjoy tonight's BBQ.
Esp. Thanks to Annice, Brevian, Jacky, th guys for cooking,
&Definitely everyone who came!! :D

Somehow I know I gotta admit, I'm liking my Class!! :D

I'm pondering

2009-06-16T21:14:00.005+08:00

Boring day );
{Angelic smiles!!}
01. Woke up
02. Saw th missed call from L.G.D.
03. Called L.G.D.
04. L.G.D. didn't pick up
05. Switch on th computer
06. Called BBQ Wholesale
07. Settled th BBQ orders
08. Called Brevian bout th money
09. Text Jacky bout th drinks
10. Told Alien bout th drinks
11. L.G.D. called back
12. Talk to L.G.D.
13. ~~Cook~~ Pre-heat Laksa
14. Wash th dishes
15. L.G.D.'s handphone ran out of battery
16. Bath
17. Tied my hair
18. Text Wanni
19. Left home
20. Take a bus to Yishun Int
21. Went to collect a registered mail
22. Meet Jacky &friends plus Alien
23. Went to Khatib to buy the stuffs
24. Buy bubbletea
25. My bubbletea was passed around :O
26. Paid for the items
27. Bus to my house
28. Th cans of drinks are elderly and disabled
29. Walked to my house
30. Walked Jacky out to th bus stop
31. Having chats w Alien at th playground
32. Wash hands
33. Walk her out to th bus stop

And I think this is so irritating to th max.
TSK, HAHAHAHAHA.
WEATHER V.V.V. RLY.RLY.RLY. SRLY.SRLY.SRLY. V.V.V. HOTHOTHOT ):

But I feel quite guilty :O
Bet Alien felt that way too, Oh, she said that herself too.
Cause yeaaaaaaaaaa, we only took th lighter items.
And Jacky have to take th Charcoal, drinks plus frozen food :/
Thanks real much!

And yay! Alien coming over to study!!
Bet she enjoyed beeeing sucha bitch today X:
Cause HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, :D
And I think she nearly laugh till she's gonna :'D
When didn't Sotong save her day?

'nd I'm having that random crave for Roti Prata.
Shall ask someone to accompany have 'em, I guess?
Yay, but well, there's BBQ at my place.
Hope everyt will go well k :D

Cause that's the best thing that could ever happen today

2009-06-15T21:02:00.003+08:00

Went out w L.G.D. today!<3

Watched Dance Subaru :D
ME LIKE ME LIKE, AND Y'KNOW WHY?
CAUSE DBSK APPEARED :D:D:D
{SCREAMS!! TIMES A ZILLIONS}
HAHAHAHAHAHA, Okay kidding.
But still, th best part was (heh)!

Had mango bing, been craving for it lik th past two months!
Ever since that monday :O
I'm still very tempted to go shopping,
And buy every thing that catches my eye.

AND WHY CAN'T I GO SHOPPING LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW?
REASON 1: I don't exactly have that much budget
REASON 2: I need to prepare for my prelims
REASON 3: I wanna save up!

AND I THINK THA DUMBEST THINGS THAT HAPPENED TODAY WAS,
1: I woke up due to a safety pin poking me
2: I dropped lik a couple of cards while I was paying
3: I was veryveryvery dai :/

And shit, I think I'm getting really, seriously, very, lame/retarded/cold.
I tell lameeeeeeeeeeee jokes.
I tell retardedddddddd jokes.
I tell coldddddddddddd jokes.
&THA BEST PART, IT'S TOO LAME/RETARD/COLD TO LAUGH!?!?!?! ):
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA -.-

And, I think I'm getting more zibi as day passes ):
{Eyes rolls from left to right, thinking}

OKAY, I'M OFF, MISS ME K!
Practically, I'm telling everyone that.
HAHAHAHAHA, OKAY NOT EVERYONE, CLOSE PEOPLEEEEEE!!

Twice Too Many

2009-06-14T15:02:00.004+08:00

내게 언젠가 왔던 너의 얼굴을 기억해
멈춰있던 내맘을, 밉게도 고장난 내 가슴을
너의 환한 미소가 쉽게도 연거야
어쩌다?
I tried faking a smile, I tried th best to promise myself I'll stop. I promise myself, but why? Why? I don't really, exactly, maybe, probably, might. I surrender. False illusions, staring blankly not because I want to, but was just hoping. I promise I'll not let this affect me. I'm not weak. Last resort, I won't use it. But trust me, I won't ever care anymore. Neither do I feel there's a need to worry and stuff lik that. Trust me, after my exams, if nothing happens, you're so gonna get it.

Give it to me

2009-06-14T11:58:00.003+08:00

Irritating to th max, pimple in th middle ):

&ANDANDAND GUESS WHAT?
EXTREME KEEPS REPLAYING IN MY HEAD :O

"Extremely 미쳐봐 express it 모든 걸 exciting 짜릿해
이순간 네게 빠졌나봐
집착해 날 좀 더 차갑게 이리와서
조금 더 날 채워줘

다른 남자와는 달라
미지근한 말은 싫어
차갑도록 나를 태워
더 길 들 여 줘
Explosive mind explosive heart
Just wanna feel real ~~thing~~ love"

:D
OMG, 'M REALLY DISTRACTED NOW :O
{Stares at the computer screeeeeeeeeeeen}
I kinda think I neeeeeeeeeeeeeed some energy.
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

3more weeks till papers other than English Paper 1 &2.
I still wanna go shopping.
{Nod heads!}

My Bestf. and I (L)

2009-06-12T19:54:00.015+08:00

I'm glad today doesn't feel weird.
And I'm rlyrly happy to get you back.
Despite all those hatred bout each other, and stuff lik that.
We are still Bestf. {JumpForJoy}
And wait, sounds rly childish.
Thanks to you, twitttttt!!
Okay, iie lurbbe lurbbe youeeeeee(L)
I'm so never gonna repeat that, trust me.

I don't like meaningless words

2009-06-12T18:49:00.013+08:00

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI.
I'M IN A RLYRLYRLY SRLY GOOD MOOD.
FOR APPARENT REASONS I SUPPOSE >D
But wait, on second thoughts, probably not.
1. I managed to see L.G.D. while I'm walking back home.
2. It's finally the last day of school.
3. Went out w my sickening Bestf. :D
4. Was going rly high w 13 in & after school.
5. My blues went away :D
6. I'm getting a new set of earpiece!

&I have th sudden interest in f&n, lik wanting to do a good coursework out.
Okay, 'm so gonna work v.v.v. hard for it.
And also, the sudden motivation to study hard.
So I shall be a good girl and study hard during these two weeks.
And I better work towards it lik what I say,
Or else, talking w no actions is meaningless, I guess.

Shit, I think I have a weird sense of humour.
Like what Ms Woo say in almost every Amaths lesson -> "Sickening Secant".
Therefore, I can conclude;
Bestf. = Sickening {That's alrd a fact}
Bestf. = Secant
Bestf. = Tangent(inverse), presuming it's sec(sq), after integration
Bestf. = Cosine/Sine
Hence, Bestf. Is A Sickening Cosine/Sine!!
OKAY, DON'T CLOSE YOUR BROWSER AFTER THIS V. LAME JOKE K ):

Was suppose to head down to Smudge Shop today.
But yea, was late ):
So change of destination, went to bugis.
And suddenly, I thought there's Pepper Lunch @Bugis.
Apparently, something must be wrong w me.
WAIT, NO, THERE'S ONE PEPPER LUNCH OUTLET ):
JUST THAT IT WAS @THE FOODCOURT {Slap head}
OH GOD, NVM, Had Aglio Olio instead, {yums, plus jumps}

Walk around, and I srly can't stand some Bestf. twitting.
"Damnnsz Actsz Cuteesz nehsz", Can imagine her saying that alrd.
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, took neoprints as it's been ages since the last.
Plus, we look retarded.
Wait, when aren't we retarded when we go out?
But nvm, it's fun that way, I suppose.

And I think Bestf. is scary.
She scared a lil boy, {Aww!}

Walked home when I was on th phone w L.G.D.
And I ~~hoped~~, no, prayed, yes prayed that it won't rain, joking.
LOL, I don't wish to become a soup chicken, direct translation.
Plus, L.G.D. was in th bus while it passed by me!!
Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

And I'm apparently home now,
Anddddddddddd, 'm ~~kinda~~, no, very tempted to get,
1. Skullcandy headphones
2. That Ripcurl handbag ):
But I'm kinda brokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! ):

Srly, I don't care or bother anymore.
It's up to you to salvage this mess you created.
_|_ Get a life, I guess it's time I stand up for myself, gee.

2009-06-10T22:47:00.001+08:00

2009-06-09T19:50:00.006+08:00

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I feel lik a sub for someone else.
And this suck _|_
Bitch.I.Hate.You.
I.Had.Enough.
Don't.Worry.I.Won't.Bother.Or.Irritate.You.Like.I.Would.
Thanks.For.Making.Me.Feel.This.Way.

Seen through 'em and understood why

2009-06-09T19:06:00.003+08:00

Boringggggggggggg lessons as per usual.
But yes, lessons are quite entertaining w fangirl-ing w 13
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Went to meet L.G.D., had bimbibap for lunch.
Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy♥♥♥!

And I think Im craving for Roti Prata ):
Plus, I feel lik having,
1. Sushi
2. Prata Sausage
3. Steamboat
4. Mango Bing
5. Satay
6. Greentea Icecream
7. Mochi Icecream
8. Chocolate Fondue
9. Okay, forget it, no use typing so much, I wanna eatttt everyt ):

OHYA, FT IS COMING :O
Okay, no biggieeeeeee, okay.
But still, omg k. {pray hards}Dongbang will come!!

I suddenly feel lik sitting on a roller coaster ):
Kinda miss th thrill, lol.
Whatsoever, but yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, forget it, I'm afraid of heights.
But its dupeeeeeeeer cool, lik th rush of th beating heart.
Reminds me of th Korean Drama on ChnlU, thats on every sunday noon :D
MY MOMMA SAY TH GUY DAMN HANDSOME!! -.-
But yea, roller coaster makes one to illusion stuffs, such as - :D

Bitch.I.Hate.You.
I.Had.Enough.
Don't.Worry.I.Won't.Bother.Or.Irritate.You.Like.I.Would.
Thanks.For.Making.Me.Feel.This.Way.
Fuck.Tears.Kinda.Shut.Am.Still.Strong.
I.Am.And.Will.Keep.On.Smiling.

I smile at the scent of love

2009-06-07T16:11:00.004+08:00

"For you, I love you and it's only you
Filled with my restless heart
With words smoother than the fragrant scent of coffee
I look towards you

Do you know? I know you feel it too
The words of your heart is “love”
I hear it now, I see it now
This timid feeling that is more beautiful than any flower"
Just changed my blogskin, for god knows what reason.
'nd, I update cause L.G.D. said it's emo.
So he should be honoured okay!!

Well, been long since a proper post.
'nd I think my blog is rotting.
{Pungent smell coming out from your computer}

LOL, retarded, and recently I've been really blur ):

Last week of extension programme!! :D
Shall update soon, random post someday, I suppose.

And whereeeeeeeeee are you? );
Nvm, shall do my Chem. notes first.

If you asked me to

2009-06-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

Staring blankly into space
Yet another day
Unknown thoughts
Naive is th only word
Followed by disappointment

Yet wanting to be th best
But losing hold of it
Yet it is not noticeable
But not oblivious to th close ones

Pulling a smile across
Asking if it's real
Laughing at ridiculous jokes
Asking if it's real
Fantasizing about every single probability
Tracing back those old familiar steps
Counting back from one to ten and again
Pretendence of what is not

Asking how to overcome
I got, let's just forget bout this
Asking why it's always like that
I got, cause I'm just too emotional

I Got Nothing Better To Say

2009-05-18T22:02:00.003+08:00

Okay and Nothing Doesn't Meant That Everything is Fine

2009-05-18T19:32:00.008+08:00

For what's the reason behind it?
Okay, school is boring :/
Had like mock papers for th entire day.
Plus th fact of washing of all th dishes.
Tired, times a zillion, I guess.

&Guess what?
Mock papers again tml, till lik wed.
Tml, mock papers and lessons till 1440.
Practical from 1500 to 1700, I guess.
After that, home.
And weds, mock papers again and lessons till 1430.
1430 to lik 1630 going thru of papers.
OMG K, WHATS WRONG ):
That means, no time for lunch and stuffs ): ): ):

Went to SSC w 13, HAHAHAHAHA.
Sorry Alien and Turkey :/
13 VERYVERYVERYVERYVERY GAO XIAO K.
Talk bout Idols and Random stuffs.
Plus guess what?
Due to hunger from 1110 till 1630,
We eat lik one and a half times of what we should eat.
And ended up feeling bloated ):
But quite fun, haha.

Tml is the f&n practical, wish me luck k?
And everyone else see/thinks/feels/know that I'm not alright, what bout you?
I don't think you realise that, while somewhere somehow, I force a smile out.
I'm trying real hard to be tha best of what I could.
Can't you see?

I just don't get it

2009-05-16T11:26:00.003+08:00

I don't feel good.
I don't feel okay.
God damn it, I just don't wish to talk to anyone.
So just whatever, okay.
I just can't be bothered.
It does hurt, much.
But apparently, nobody understands.
And what for should I explain, what for should I be so dumb.
What for should I be here crying again?

By then, I realised the importance of you

2009-05-16T00:15:00.005+08:00

Hmm.. Short post before heading off to wait for L.G.D.'s call.
Well, apparently went to watch his play.
No comments, tho I gotta admit it was pretty good :D
But really, at that time, somehow I couldnt control it.
And it came trickling down, but I know it was cause you just meant too much.

Have you, ever like wondered?

2009-05-13T19:00:00.005+08:00

Omg, am so not motivated these few days.
Despite th fact, okay, Ms Woo's one sentence did motivate me.
But I still can't help it :/
Okay, if you see me online, Tell me to off my com and study alrights?
Shit, okay, forget it.

LGD busy w his stuff now );
Okay, neverminds, shall entertain myself.

Ohya, I totally freak out during my chinese oral.
And my surrounding started spinning, shit.
The examiner makes me nervous and scared -.-

After oral, walked out of th MPH.
Walked passed Buddy and Mw.
So apparently had lunch w them and many tons of laughter, hahahahahaha.
Chat and stuff, and Buddy was funny lik to the max k.
To show he is really sincere, he really did -
{LAUGHLAUGHLAUGHS!}

And well, Probability test tml.
And I'm think whats th probability that ___ ____ __ _______ :?
I'm trying real hard to be th understanding here.
I do feel stuff lik that, cause I care.
I seriously do care, but somehow, I didn't dare to speak up.
Cause you don't like it, dumb me.

Taken for granted, I don't like

2009-05-12T20:20:00.006+08:00

Since I told the Duck to blog sth more constructive.
Yea, I think I should start blogging and stuff like that.
Nahs, I don't blog so people reads it.
What for? Like everyone will or do reads my blog everyday.
So yea, got up late this mrng.
How great, rushed out of my house, was kinda y'know.
But yea, okay, my bad for not waking up due to th phone alarm.
Either it went kinda - or -
But yea, sorry LGD

Went to meet him at Mac, yea, awfully late today.
But for the first time I took only ten minutes to leave th house.
Okay, real sorry ):

After met Mw, and YEA, GUESS WHAT?
HE BOUGHT ______ ____ PLUSPLUS STILL GOT FREE ___
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, PLUS I HELP HIM BUY.
And th lady went in those kind of (Are you sure) kind of look.
But yea, bought it, and yay! HAHAHAHA.
Thanks k, but yea, he got what he wanted, and I got my cute lil ___
So I was being darn childish/irritating today -.-
And thanks to Apple, I think that lil ___ is gonna run out of light.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
THANKS HMB :D
Solve that k, ha.

School was boring ):
Passed that Duck sth Im proud of.
Don't you dare lose it k.
You lose it, I so gonna, hmm.. fine, your card shall disappear too :D
Hope you do like it k.

After during F&N, tha usual Cat who sits beside me during Coursework,
And for the first time, he complained that I was weird, very.
Yea, thank you eh. And I so didnt bully you okay, Mdm Ng says that too :D
But at least, say Im great that I lent you my Internet Access :D
But yesyes, for the first time he didnt watch animated ____ :D
And I didn't went to see ____ too!
LOL, okay, I think darn retard, but fill in th blanks yourself if you could.

After school, head off w W to have Bubbletea and stuff lik that.
But yea, okay, -
Felt darn bloated after Milk tea ):

Met up w Norma after that.
W chats and stuff lik that.
It's always greaaaaaaat talking to her mansz.
Somehow or rather, we tend to yea click.
And yeaaaaaaa, she gets what I meant and stuff.
And we laugh lik nobody's business.

The idk what makes my head hurts.
With that headache, going away and back.
Aww.
Ohya, I just rmb, there will be Chinese oral tml.
Hopefully, I'll do well k? :D
HAHAHAHAHA, And hopefully that duck is able to be out w me tml.

Tho I know YS won't see this.
But thanks for those lil cupcakes!!
I think it still taste real nice, and not that sweet :D

If you didn't realise it, forget it k.
Get tha fact that, I ain't sth you could take for granted.

2009-05-11T21:30:00.011+08:00

I Don't Like You, Celeste Tan Si Min.
You duck, why post until lik that ):
And I actually - lik hell k, ):
As said, a post after I bath.
For this period of time,
I do miss how we were like.

How we started off, w our ugly hairstyles, you gotta admit w that.
We look super gong, and how I kept saying why so quiet.
After, who knows, just cause of one guy, we got to know each other.
Causing both of us to cry -.- Dumb yea.

How we started having outings, heart to heart talks,
And yes, tears. I miss those.
Okay, I dont exactly miss how I cry infront of you each and everytime.
And I do miss your dumb random jokes that make me laugh lik -
Now I dont think I keep anyt from you k?
Plus you're like the third to know Im tgh w Daniel.
At least I still thought of you, and rmb how you dislike the fact that -

And to think of, I actually miss how you burp -.-
But I still think its very unglam.
So please stop burping anymore after meals okay!! :D

AND OH YESYES, WE CUT BANGS AT TH SAME TIME THE OTHER TIME. AND LAUGHING AT EACH OTHER OUTSIDE OUR CLASS. HAHAHA. VERY COINCIDENTAL K! :D

Shut up and read first,
If you want scold me, after you read it k? :/
And I admit, I did at a point, did hated you.
Hated why you actually thanked th whole damn world, but what bout me?
I was really concern bout your lame foot, deep down okay.
I told myself, once, might be a mistake.
Twice, you told me how you felt towards me and -, I felt really disappointed.
I gave up on this f/s.
I did gave up, I felt like as if it was of no use carrying on.

But after as days passed, we walk passed each others like strangers. I didnt felt anywhere better, seriously.

We've been there for each other at th worst of all times.
But just at a point of time, one of my impulse caused this whole damn mess, damn it.

But yea, Im really glad.
Really glad that we're on th same starting point where we started from.
And I still rmb what you say that even if we grow up,
We must tell each other everyt, Promise?
I dont wish to lose contact and know you die or sth okay.
TOUCHWOOD, YOU AND ME WILL LIVE TILL TH DAYS WE'LL BE LAUGHING AT HOW WE'RE LIKE NOW. W OUR HUSBAND/CHILDREN/GRANDCHILDREN/GREATGRANDCHILDREN.

Every single time I needed someone in th past, I always fall back for you.
Trust me, I'll still be there for you when you need someone.
And yes, need my shoulder? TELL ME!
Dont whine at others, cause you're jealous.
I know my shoulders are real comfy than others :P
But it's available for you too, stinky butt.
AND DON'T YOU EVER CALL ME AN ASS-HOLE AGAIN OKAY.
DARN YOU.

And hell, finally after lik for around two months we did talk.
But well, finally we are.

YOU, DEAR/DUCK/BUTT/HAOLIANLIAN/EX-BESTIE/BESTFRIENDSTOBE.
I dont wish to have any other quarrels w you again alrights?
Thanks for plucking up th courage to talk to me.
Really, do appreciate it.
But hopefully there'll be no more quarrels/unhappiness.
And yes, we'll be two crazy girls like how we used too :D

Rmb our Aston/Ajisen/MangoBing/Random outings.
Ohya, rmb every two or three weeks an outing please :D
And I've got a similar white hat like how yours look like at our hat outing.
I dont mind another hat outing again, HAHAHA.
And that was our last photo, so we should get one new one asap k!

And that last photo, I printed for you during your b'day.
Remember? Back at square one, no unhappy memories.
But those happy stuffs we used to have.
No, not used to, having :D
&If you do realise, those photos, I didnt re-edit them.
Hope you still rmb those happy/sweet/memorable memories,
That we had or gonna create/have/sth like that k!
(L)Your, Ass/Chicky/Dear/Haolian/Ex-bestie/Bestfriends-to-be

2009-05-06T23:13:00.002+08:00

I just don't feel like talking to anyone for now.
That includes every single individual or you can say, everyone.
Shut up, and don't you dare probe.
I dislike that man, No, I meant I hate it.
That feeling of disappointment is back.
Hello, disappointment, you suck.
Bye, me, I think I'm losing grip of myself.

2009-05-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

I love you, heh.

2009-04-29T20:33:00.005+08:00

I tried hard to keep them from falling.
But somehow, they found a way out.
Feeling darn -, god knows if my family is gonna -
god knows if this time round is for real.
I never thought I'll - lik this infront of my desktop again.
But why? Why?
Nobody understand why, nobody nobody and nobody.
Why was I dumb enough to stain my cheeks w tears.
When I dont think -

Like how sugar taste like

2009-04-28T18:01:00.004+08:00

1,2,3!
Kinda sleepy now ;/
Did my homework, but my brain went kinda, dead.
Woke up at the same time like how every weekday is like.

~~Met L.G.D. for breakfast.~~
No, met L.G.D. so as to he can accompany me.
Was supposed to have breakfast tgh, but well, -
Really coincidental k.
Didnt expect him to wear specs too, heh.

After met Mengwah, Gideon @MRT station.
Walked off too Mac first, since Apple wld be late.
After, I really cannot believe, I actually ran to school, zzz.

Was walking from Mac to school.
Everyone else was frantically running to school.
Yet, apple, qy, mw and I still walked slowly.
Then, apple suggested, shld we run?
I replied, No way k, so unglam, dont want run, we walk fast fast.
Ended up, idk why, we started running, zzz.
But I dont think I ever want another experience like this.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

School was pretty alright.
AND OH YA, TO THE TURKEY LIKE ANGEL, CHEERUPS K.
Angels are suppose to be smiling and laughing lik a turkey.
Hahahahahahahaha, LOL.
And for F&N, baked fruit scone.
Well, overall, it taste not bad k.

After supp, met L.G.D.
As lik how he was in th mrng, he was drained ;/
Was implying to another thing.
But thanks to MW, god knows what is running in his head.
Said I sound darn wrong, I DONT K :/
But well, heh.

Even if someone "accidentally" chop/shave/cut/pull your hair out.
I still love you as much k, heh.

2009-04-27T23:11:00.005+08:00

Stop yelling at me like nobody's business. So what if he shouted at you. Its not as if I shouted at you, yelling at you in your face or what. Please, Im your daughter, not someone or something to release your anger at. It didnt happened just once, enough k. So what if you're my mom. It doesn't means you have th authority at yelling at me for ridiculous stuffs. Stop banging my door, if you're wanting th neighbours to know, go on. Carry on screaming or shouting. Everytime this happens, Im sandwiched in between. You think its nice feeling this way. All those horrible stuffs coming out from my own mom. I had enough k.
Im feeling all these, nobody does care.
Fine, nobody even knows.
L.G.D. is busy, Alien and the rest have gone to bed.
Whatever.
I hate this feeling of being all alone.
Shut up, who cares if its my pms, I don't give a damn.
That doesnt mean that my mom isn't at fault k.

1, 2, 3!

2009-04-27T18:28:00.002+08:00

1, 2, 3 두근두근 너와 나
4, 5, 6 조금씩 짜릿한 입 맞추며
매일매일 애타게 날 유혹해줄래
Like 1, 2, 3 너 밖에 난 모르는 걸

1, 2, 3 너와 나
4, 5, 6 가끔씩 내 품에 쏙 안기며
안절부절 떨리게 날 만들어줄래
Like 1, 2, 3 사랑에 푹 빠졌는 걸

매일매일 애타게 날 유혹해줄래
Like 1, 2, 3 너밖에 난 모르는 걸
Where's the consistency?

2009-04-26T21:55:00.003+08:00

Coursework aint complete.
Deadline is tml.
Im like so dead.
I like the idea of me vanishing now.
I just want my presence to be more noticeable.
I want your attention, get it? Just yours will do.
Just treat it as Im having some serious moodswings.
Forget it.

2009-04-26T14:34:00.006+08:00

Im feeling like sucha -
Tell me, why do I get sensitive.
I dont want to be like this.
Why couldn't I be nicer?
Why couldn't I be a better person?
Im sorry.

Everything

2009-04-26T12:29:00.005+08:00

Feeling lik a lazy bum recently.
And I think Im having serious moodswings recently.
Been busy and stuffs.
Well, at least I did manage to catch up w some people ystd.
And suddenly my mind went blank.
Thats lik so random.
Somehow I think I've changed, did I? Why am I feeling that way? Is it just a mild disappointment that is bringing me down or what? Why is it each and everytime you'll disappear to god knows where you are. Whatever if anyone thinks I'm like a control freak or whatsoever. Is just that I really dislike people not replying my texts and not picking up my calls and such as if they just disappear. At least tell me if you're busy, and not just disappear. I don't want to pick up an arguement, neither do I know how am I gonna tell you how I felt. But why is it, everytime you say you will text me and such, ended up, why am I being th one texting you instead? Where did th word constant went to? What bout every single thing you used to do?

'm looking forward for next sat, heh.

What matters the most

2009-04-23T21:23:00.005+08:00

Okay, just felt lik having a v. short update for god knows what reason.
But well, okay, I think I sounded weird in my last post.
Brain abit corrupted, zzz.
Think shall blog tml instead.
My legs turned jellied :/
L.G.D., must takecare of yourself k.
heh, dont make me worry, tho y'know I still am.
lala, and i miss you :/

2009-04-22T19:42:00.003+08:00

Boring day );
Broke out in cold sweat for god knows what reason.
But well, whatever.

Gonna do my coursework soon, I guess.
OHYA, did I mentioned th NFP textme asking how was my f&n prac, LOL.
That is like reminding me my prac is on th second week of May.
And I need to quickly finish my coursework case study :/
And next week, MYE for Chinese.
Which means, I guess school is ending early :D
And oh shucks, I think I better complete my f&n before th motivation is gone.
BYE :D

For I know, you know it

2009-04-21T22:57:00.005+08:00

So overall, been quite busy and stuffs like that.
Feeling less motivated to studies.
Seeing the textbook, assesments etc -> Dozing.
But well, yea, :/

Okay well, Didnt see L.G.D. during the weekends );
No fair k.

Monday, freaking boring k.
Monday blues, I guess.
Alien and Brevian went for their SYF.
But well, there's a fat angel turkey accompanying me, thanks k.
I didnt say anything k, you see nothing, lol.

After school, L.G.D. lied to me (;
He said he reached amk hub, he was actually at the school backgate.
But hmm, y'know, i dontmind. Cause, heh.
LOL, okay, v. random, lala.
After had lunch, and home );

Today, still boring k.
Despite the fact that we had lik four free periods.
There's another Amaths test, despite having one ystd alrd.
Argh, and well, was really - to th max.

OHYA, mrng wasnt boring k.
Had breakfast w L.G.D., I know Im kinda very slow today :/
Omg, but well, yay! Lol.
After school, met Alien thn L.G.D.
Had lunch, and went round looking for a pump.
Had basketball, I know I noob k );
But yea, what can you expect x:
My basketball is left in the store room for almost lik three years.
Hahahahahahahahahaha, zzz.

And well, heh, eleven more days ;3

You're all I needed

2009-04-19T00:23:00.004+08:00

I know it's been ages before there's a proper post.
Well, well, well, I'm happy!
Okay, updates.

Last Tuesday, Rubbish came back to school.
And she was really gaoxiao to th max k.
She {fangirl screams!} many many times.
But yea, been pretty long since I last saw her.
And we still have out Bing plus Bibimbap outing!
Oh ya, did I say, she actually wave to the screen.
Which a video of us rehersing at VCH was playing.
And she actually somewhat shouted, Hello Shihui {Waves!} infront of th choir.
Darn funny k, haha.
But well, as a Rubbish, Both rubbish tends to zibi, and go zihigh.
And YEA, I know tha time is 2PM :D

After school, meet L.G.D. and accompany him to have his dinner.
And homeeeeeeeeeeeeee );

Wednesday was the first prelim sci practical :/
Had breakfast w Alien, met up w Angel.
And bought Kinderjoy plusplus snacks.

OMG K, Guess how clumsy am I?
Firstly, heated th Solution W.
Ended up, it start to ?Boil.
After that, pop, th chemical "flew" out from th test tube.
Luckily I didnt break it.
Secondly, I spilled Nitric acid on th bench.
Thridly, I spilled Solution X on my test paper.
I meant on my answer too k.
Luckily, I was using a waterproof ink pen.
Or else, I think I need to redo everything, lol.
Fourth, I actually mistook 150mm as 250mm.
Fifth, I redo my physics experiment for four times.
OMG :/

After quarentine @th LT.
Boring like crap k.
Was supposed to attend Amaths supp.
But didnt went.
Firstly, I was alrd totally drained out by th Practical.
Secondly, There's choir after Supp.
Thirdly, Gotta help out to iron th costumes.

So bought pack food back to school.
And went for choir and met L.G.D. after it.
Yay! Heh.
Well, but it was home after that :/
But neverminds, cause, heh.

Thursday, OMG. BIG DAY K. SYF :O
Received texts, jiayous and stuffs lik that.
Thanks people!
Plus, guess what? I woke up at lik 0657am.
Practically, {screams!} rush for school.
And was suppose to meet L.G.D. for breakfast.
But cancelled it due to my mom );
No fair, no fair, k, ssh.

Had Chinese and luckily Mr. Oh didnt said anything.
Cause I was th only one who didnt bring my book.
Plus th fact that, I search high and low, went thru my cupboard.
But I couldnt find it );

Went for Choir after that.
And practices and as usual Java Curry {Winks!}
OHYA, Did I say my school have an International F/S day or sth activity.
Weird k, some food taste :S
But I like th Cotton Candy.
Soft, Sweet and Fluffy! :D
Okay, sounds weird, LOL.

And changed and stuffs.
Headed to VCH, and to think I actually nearly break down.
Thanks to me being paranoid in th bus.
Thinking that I left my scores in school.
Dumb, I know, lol.
And then, during rehersal for 10mins.
Totally starting to feel th pressure more and more.
And then, before going in, palms starting to sweat :/
Okay, take note, my palms doesnt sweat k.
Only when 'm like really really reall nervous to th max.
Or when the temperatures is weird, lol.

And after th entire thing.
The only one sentence appeared in my head was,
Shihui, you disappointed youself.
Burst out in tears lik nobody's business.
I know I look darn unglam w swollen red eyes.
Ms Tan was really patient, and stuffs.
She somewhat brainwashed me, really, she's lik th best piano teacher anyone could have k.
Tho I know I disappointed her in th beginning of th year.
She saw the difference in me and stuffs lik that, took up th responsibility and yea.

And walk to th lobby?Foyer?Or sth lik that.
Kept looking at the foor.
Felt lik I've let down th Choir.
And Aloysius came and pointed to L.G.D.
And omg, he came w a rose, yay! Totally *Melts.
After that, change and went to spend some time w L.G.D.
And went back for th performance plus results.
During th results, {prayed!} w Apple.
But lucky we didnt get C.O.P.
W Aloysius scaring the hell out of us.
Not funny k, and to anyone that have any comments that choir have bronze.
Get a life okay.

After headed to Marina Sq.
Collected th Bottle Cap Necklace.
And bought two lil sth ;3
After had Dinner.
Went back to VCH, and sing lik nobody's business.
But overall, fun k :D

Friday, was freaking shag.
Everyone either said I look shag or dead.
Plus my hair looked as if I came out from a typhoon.
Bad hair day :/
Plus, my head was hurting lik mad.
And I was feeling darn drowsy.
Till the fact that during Physics supp, Mr Tan told me to go home.

Went home, took a Two hours nap after Panadol.
Bath, stoned and met L.G.D.
He's like darnnnnnnnnnnnnn great to th max, but well, he's mine.
But well, I can't find my house keys when going out.
Search my desk, living room, even my bed, no sign of it.
Until I went to the Cupboard where the shoes are placed.
And tada! Was there ;O
Again, was late, Sorry L.G.D.
But yesyes, 'm *touched k! Heh.

After, went for dinner and went to NYJC for a play.
Well, it was pretty nice k.
After went home, :/

Saturday, Nothing much, I guess.
Wanted to wake L.G.D. up.
Called twice thought he's busy or sth.
Ended up, he's still in dreamland :/
Neverminds, bet he is (Fill in the blanks)
But ended up, he woke up late :/
Sorry );

After, packed my room :D
It's very neat and tidy now, heh.
Had lunch, went for piano.
And met Rocco for studying.
And yesyes, Bibimbap for Dinner.
Was craving for it k :/

Today, I guess will be studying and tuition.
While L.G.D. will be busy lik today );
Neverminds, I'm so gonna wake him up tml.
Yay, heh, Cause th first thing he'll hear is mememe.
LOL, heh, yay!

And aww, I miss L.G.D. );
Silly you, don't need to apologise for lil stuffs.
I really hope you like th keychain.
As in, I didnt ask and just get it.
But well, was really afraid you really dislike pink :/
Thats why was that distracted, know its kinda silly being ditracted cause of that.
But can't blame rights? Just don't know how to say.
And thanks for every lil thing, from this to that.
Being there, despite th fact that I was kinda cold towards you.
You came w a rose, and told me random jokes, trying to make me laugh/smile.
And came to VCH for just to spend lik One and a half hours w me.
Waiting there, being there for me, Really, I'm *touched, L.G.D.
And I love you, heh.

Just a single one, could just melt th heart

2009-04-18T00:36:00.002+08:00

I love you, L.G.D.

And I know everything will go well tml

2009-04-15T19:19:00.006+08:00

Well, I know I shouldnt be posting at this time.
When tml is already tha day :/

Omg, *Butterflies in my tummy flying around, jumping around, making me feel uneasy :/
A few noticed I ain't really alright.
But y'know what?
Feeling quite motivated.
Thanks L.G.D., Mommy, Alien, Brevian, Apple, Deb, Pervin, Aloysius, Buddy, Mengwah, Ms Tan, Rubbish, Xiaomei, Turkey, Rocco, Annabella, Anna.

Never once did I set for myself high standards for th piano. I admit, I hated piano. Yes, hate is a strong word, but yes. I didnt exactly wanted to continue, it was my mom pushing me. Pushing me when I failed, nobody thought I could pass the final lap. Nobody, no one gave me th confidence, except my mom. Who pushed me to practice, till its till perfection. While th rest, I screw them up. Yea, I failed both Aural and Sight read. Shut up. I admit, I aint a really good pianist. Hearing how the other school's pianist played, I felt inferior and broke down. That was what happened two years ago, I totally was disappointed in myself. I wasn't good enough, aint good enough or have th rights to become a choir's pianist. I even had thoughts of just singing instead of playing. I don't practice my pieces for almost a year. All the playing during normal lessons was plain Sight read. I wanted to quit, I wanted not to play. I got tired, tired of what I think I should give up. Even my piano teacher gave up on me, everyone gave up. But this time round, th first time I picked up everything myself. Started from a scratch, I figured my way through. Got comments that made me over the moon. Made me know that if I want to I could. But now, I definitely dont regret accepting this.

And yes,
*Cross my fingers,
Everything will go fine tml.
Who cares if Im gonna be fringe-less tml.
Who cares if Im gonna bun up my hair.
I don't care, all I know, since I know I could do it.
Im gonna do it,
'nd prove to myself, I can and definitely I can also do it at SYF too.
Played infront of many whom Im afraid of their comments,
Afraid their reply won't be what I wanted.
But Im happy, elated, or any words you could think of, that all are positive.
And oh god,
Feeling really up and down now :/

Okay, hopefully.
Willpower, is all we needed rights?
'nd th motivation for us to go on.
Aja Aja Hwaiting ;D

And suddenly god knows why I thought of Chalhaebwa.
OMG, random k. But Chalhaebwa is what I needed now, I guess ;3

And youyou, thanks, heh.
Tho you know, its a simple gesture, but *appreciated, heh.
And, yay! tml tml tml, ;3

If there's a time machine, I'll go back till there, and stop time

2009-04-12T13:32:00.006+08:00

Havent been blogging for these few days :/
Tuition - Practicing my piano - Studying - Eat - Sleep - Bath - Traumatising myself - Texting - Talking to L.G.D.
That is my main routine since Thurdays, busybusybusy like a beeee.
And SYF is in Four Days :/ {Nervous!}
Thanks
L.G.D., Alien, Brevian, NFP, Norma, Apple, Pervin, Violet and Buddy ;D
After SYF, I think I better do some catch up w some people.
Realised, been sometime since I chat w some people, lol.
Also, I think I need a shopping trip.
Also, I need some Mask sheeeeeeeet ):
Y'know, my face is lik really dry; shag; whatsoever.
Okay, whatever :/
And 'm craving for all sorts of food now.
Like, Cookies 'n Cream Chocolate, Grapes, Strawberry, Mango, Mango cake, Oreo Cheesecake, Sushi, Sashimi, Tempura, Bibimbap, Korean pancake, Glutinous rice ball, Java Chip, Caramel popcorn, Curry puff, Baked oyster, Fried chicken cutlet, Greentea icecream, Chocolate fondue, Sausage Mcmuffin, Pizza, Soba, Java curry, Curry chicken, Cookies, Brownies, Muffins, Mango Bing, Waffle w Ice cream, ...
Okay, th list will go on and on and on X:
And its making me hungry! ):

Tuesday, faster be here k.
Tho I dont wish SYF to be here faster,
But I wish tuesday to be here faster.
:/

2009-04-09T22:31:00.004+08:00

Two years ago, we went for SYF.
We came back w a bronze, yes.
Choir is insignificant to many as compared to other CCAs.
But we still tried our best, tried putting all the effort.
Just for th final lap, just for that competition.

Sometime, I stood there thinking, why did I join Choir?
The people in there a really minimal, we still have to ask people to join us.
So we can take part in the SYF.
I miss the batch of people who went for th previous SYF.
People like, Justina, Olivia, Jesny, Gladys, Kenny, Nicholas, Zhichao.
How we encourage one another, giving each other motivation, I miss it.
I miss how everyone was together, w one goal ahead.

But why this year, I really dont feel th motivation and stuff?
Feeling really irritated by some stuffs in Choir.
Feeling so not coordinated w everyone.
Felt really insignificant, losing my confidence.
Worrying how I will perform on th actual day.

Why? Why do I miss how we went thru ups and downs two years ago?
And how stupid of me to cry each and every time.
And hugging almost everyone before going up the stage,
Crossing my fingers nothing will go wrong.
And hugging each other crying lik nobody business cause we got a bronze.
And how everyone tried to console me, reassuring me and stuffs like that.
I miss how things were. I really do.

Even tho, I know we couldnt be the greatest w only going to thirty people.
As long as the determination is there, the effort is there,
The results aint important, as long as we know we've done our best.
There won't be regrets then.

It's just one week later, one week.
Truthfully, Im scared.
But I know I couldnt break down lik how I did.
Two years older, I couldnt weaken like some kid.
I know I can't break down if there isnt any piano at th rehersal theatre.
I know I can't break down if Im worried bout how I'll play.
It may sound really stupid, but Im paranoid.
I break down for many times, two years ago,
The fear is still there, despite the fact I know I could overcome it.
Im beginning to feel panic and stuffs.

It's the simple little stuffs

2009-04-08T21:30:00.000+08:00

SYF - Next thursday
Please oh, please
{Cross my fingers}
Tuesday

Woke up a couple of times to become an alarm clock.
Well, the best part,
Hmm.. hearing someone's voice first thing in th mrng.

But argh, woke up at Six to complete my F&N coursework.
Ended up, I didnt even use a single one of them in my coursework :/
Wasted One and a half hour, I could have sleep instead k.

Well, got to school w Rice.
So we were arguing bout polished; unpolished; white; yellow rice.
Darn gaoxiao :D
After that, thinking it was pretty unglam.
Decided to keep low-profile instead, LOL.

School was pretty alright, but kinda omg.
Tired, I guessed.
And Ms Woo teached integeration :D
I likeeeeeee!
Y'know why? Cause there's C at th end of th answer.
And C is constant k, for noobs who dont know what that is.
Heh, okay, only L.G.D. understands whats sooo special bout C ;3

Plus, was waiting darn impatiently for school to end,
Cause well, L.G.D. came back.
'm happy, He's happy, thats good enough :D

Went to have lunch w L.G.D.,
Was pretty late for choir due to th rain.
After met L.G.D. again, accompanied him to have his dinner.
And went home after that );

Today

Woke up in th mrng,
In a total daze for god knows what reason.
Woke up feeling kinda soul-less, OMG.
Was starring at blanky at anything k.
Sorry L.G.D.

L.G.D. called, and I went hello - sleepy tone.
He thought I was still in bed at lik 0708am.
Cause I sounded as if I am.
Tried sounding as bright as I could, sounds pretty weird.
But idk why today very no jing shen :/
No good k.

But well, felt really argh, wanting school to end asap.
And was craving for baked rice lik nobody's business.
Well, had it @Buddy Hoagies w Alien and Turkey.
HAHAHAHAHAHA, I didn't write any names ah :X
And I think Turkey is so gonna (?fit in any words you could imagine).

Rushed back to school for choir.
Was waiting for choir to end, cause I wanna seeeee someone ;D
Played pretty up to standard for a very long time.
Aint up to my own standard as in not as good as what I can actually played.
Am so gonna practice hard, and y'know, aint gonna disappoint myself.
Cause I know Shihui can do it, moreover, I know Someone thinks so too!
:D

After Choir, met L.G.D., yay!
He sent me home and well, he went after that );
No fair k, roar.

Tho its a while, at least I still am able to see you and y'know.
And really, thanks for everyt, ily.